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Ever heard a song that fits so well at a certain point or moment in your life that you are quite certain it was written about you and your “moments” or is it just me?
For example, the first time I had ever heard Kenny chesney was purely an accident.
It was a local story that shocked the nation. A local story that hit a little too close to home; and lead to one of the most uncomfortable, awkward and heart breaking mornings of my life.
When the story first broke, I watched & listened in horror. My stomach turned, it hurt to breathe [...]
I’ve heard it said several different ways by several different people in varies situations. No matter how it’s said or whose mouth in comes out of…it bothers me.
People who are at a cross roads in their relationship, people who left relationships, and even those who haven’t left relationships…I’ve heard them all say they [...]
Lately I’ve noticed among a few of my rockstar daddy friends …a general frustration with baby momma drama.
Look I know, I’m the evilest baby momma imaginable,
I took the baby, skipped town & terminated mr meths parental rights, thus making him a sperm donor, [...]
I’m the first one to admit that I’ve fucked up.
I know (as do most of you who have been reading as long as I’ve been writing) that I’ve made some bad choices.
Was it a bad choice to buy that first pack of smoked illegally when I was 15?
Fuck yes (I say [...]
Half way through November.
Boxes are starting to pile up along the wall, the moving truck has been reserved and the PIT is signed up at her new school.
It’s really happening.
I’m really doing this.
We’re doing this.
The PIT and I are starting a new chapter, together, as non traumatic as possible…..THIS is [...]
There was a prompt from Mama Kat this week that caught my attention.
5.) A time you feared for the safety of a loved one.
I’ve told this story before. It’s from the scariest time in my life. New mother, beautiful newborn [...]
I made it through 8 minutes of an episode of Intervention once before I felt my stomach turn, my mouth started to water the way it does right before you blow chunks and I ran out of the room.
Yeah, *I* ran….away from my own television set.
I stood in the hallway, my heart [...]
Time for Mama Kat’s weekly Writer’s Workshop assignment
(have I mentioned that I love Kat and her assignments? Cause I fucking do.)
Here’s how it works: Choose a prompt, post it on your blog, and come back(to Mama Kat) and sign Mr. Linky. Be sure to sign up with the actual [...]
It was once said that I was lucky that I hadn’t been burnt so bad by love that Id completely given up.
Clearly a memo was missed.
I happen to think that having your “husband” cheat on you with not one but two crackwhores, in your own home, while you’re giving [...]
Looks like trouble doesn’t he? Proudly showing off his ink “White Trash”, still puffin on his cigg….
He has been known to have some troubles, but is he trouble?
He’s done time….for meth. You all know how I feel about meth. He was arrested [...]
It’s a topic that I am very passionate about.
It’s a choice that I had to make as a mother and it’s a choice I’ve never second guessed.
It’s a choice that many of you will never have to make.
As I said before…terminating Mr Meths parental rights is one choice I’ve always been certain was right. However, being right doesn’t mean there isn’t a little heartbreak here & there…….
“Momma?” she said in a quiet tone.
I turned to look at her and she had tears in her eyes…she [...]
Mhmm, this post is Chapter 9 in the Book of Meth. A repeat I know. However, I like this one….to this day I KNOW I made the right choice going to court that day.
A recent post from the lovelys over at Singlemommyhood (yeah thats right-we have our own [...]
These eyes……that look…..that is ‘his’ look.
*His/him from this point on is the man he was BEFORE Mr Meth*
It’s creeping up on me again….the dates, the memories, the anger all still way to real for having been 8 years ago.
Ever wonder, “What the hell made her start blogging?!”
The people to blame are the people I admire.
People I would call my blogging “heros”
The primary person to blame for this blog is Matt logelin.
And his robot.
I stumbled across matts story in my [...]
After the why do I look like I should speak Spanish talk I felt like I’d been ripping the PIT off.
She didn’t even know what Asian was!
Clearly I have neglected to teach her anything about her Lao heritage.
I felt the need to fix this [...]
Tonight a commercial for the super bowl came on and for some reason that triggered a flood of memories that felt so fresh, so real…..I felt a chill down my spine as the chill of the feelings of that day…the way I felt that day.
Eight years ago to the day. [...]
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